Just Me and My Me Time

I just love the peace and quiet when I am alone at night at my desk sitting at my computer. The children are sound asleep, husband sound asleep and even the dogs are lying down quietly on the floor. The only sound I hear is the buzzing from the electric and the typing on the keyboard. I occasionally listen to the music I have downloaded on my computer but it is not to loud and it is yet even more relaxing. I have time to think to be me and to say and do whatever I want. This is my blog and this is my time through and this is the only time I am allowed to be me without worrying about how it will affect someone else, the only time I am allowed to type away and put all that I am thinking into my blog, play with my picture software, listen to my music, or just stare into space if I really wanted to. Some people think I am crazy for staying up this late at night but this is my only real quality me time. I am sharing this time with the blogging world because although once I post this it is not my most private thoughts and only me anymore, it is something that others (most of whom do not know me) and some who do will read this without judgement, without pre-existing impressions and with an open mind. I may not blog every day, and there may be times when I blog 10 times in a day but in my world the there are a choice few that I can talk to and then there are times when I just need to let it all out and just type my feelings away. There may be times when this blog makes sense and some times when it doesn't but that's the beauty of it, it is mine and mine alone and I can write and think freely.